As an alcoholic it seems like everything is surrounded by recovery. How to act, feel, react, not feel etc. It all seems to revolve around being sober. Its almost like a job at first. The more I do it and choose the right decision the more it becomes like a lifestyle and not a job. Things will come more
instinctively than before and my old thought process will change and so will my actions. That is why life has become so much more manageable. Sometimes I just have to look at a situation and say, I cant control that, I don't have the power to control it and I don't want the power to control it! That is where serenity comes into play.
Today I am grateful for:
- The exciting weekend with my daughter and mom.
- Slowly slowly coming to believe.
- My mom coming down and the ability to connect with her, even though we have years of alcoholic behavior.
- The program.
- God doing for me...
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