Acting as if...

In my drinking I was always able to pretend, lie, cheat and steal to be someone else...that was not a problem. In sobriety I try and act as if...meaning act as if you are sober, and BE SOBER. This means working the program even if I don't understand it. Doing the next right thing will help me to understand how I can better myself and help others. The reality is that if I continue to suit up and show up then someday I will "get" it. I love the program and how it makes me see MY part in all my problems. That is a blessing...

Today I am grateful for:

• Patience from my wife...
• My program
• My daughter and playing with her tonight...
• God doing for me...